On soul and spirit
You don’t hear about spirit or soul anymore in the western world, and why not? The western world lost its soul, after which its spirit was all used up and dissipated.
Now it’s just a haggard corpse draped in tarnished jewelry screaming out nonsense in a hoarse voice, throwing around its debased currency and killing anyone it pleases in the name of what? In the name of itself. It has no soul, it has no spirit.
If you don’t have soul you cannot generate spirit- what is soul?
Its a feeling- a connected feeling- a deeper feeling- a feeling of a deeper meaning- its a brush up against the eternal- its a feeling that deep down you are going to be ok- its what tells you what is right and wrong- though, it doesn’t tell you- you just feel it.
If you don’t feel like you have a soul now- you did at some point in your life. If you don’t have soul you cannot generate spirit so you need drugs and other stimulation to motivate you.
This place and its sick culture seeks to drug/torture/beat your soul out of you. It wants to drain your spirit so that you give in to it and all of its various sicknesses that it sells you as cures for everything that ails you.
You can’t give in or you lose your soul.
There is no measure or metric to track “soul” or “spirit” so it has become useless in the eyes the modern western world. Your soul will just get in the way of you doing whatever you need to do to “get your money” or “get ahead” in life we are told.
This place worships the rich, famous, the popular and those with whatever physical/cultural attribute is the flavor of the month.
Does it celebrate the most spirited? No, it celebrates those that make the most money or generate the most attention by any and all means.
Does it celebrate the soul? No, it celebrates the debased and the debauched. Those that can and will do anything for the pursuit of money, power and fame.
It celebrates the soulless. It celebrates those that are dead inside. Now, it even celebrates the evil.
It celebrates its own destruction and the destruction of whoever partakes in and/or comes in contact with it.
You don’t need friends, family, or soul you are told. You don’t need spirit either because you have sugar, adderall and meth.
You don’t need love because you have money, porn, and viagra. You have a lambo. You can fuck a stranger with a few taps and swipes on the device that retains your consciousness.
Before people “die inside”, their soul fades and their spirit dissipates- before then certain things could make them “feel dirty”, and I’m not talking guilt from various repressions-
I’m taking about a kid watching a real beheading video. I’m talking about the first time you saw hardcore pornography. I’m talking about the first time someone has killed another person. Their soul is shook. It’s telling you that you shouldn’t do such things, and you should listen to it.
Because of the somewhat strange and crazy nature of the things I create people assume I’m whacked out on psychedelics and/or participating in all kinds of degenerate behavior- that is not true at all.
From a young age I became very sensitive to things that “didn’t feel right” and I avoided them the best I could as a child. Now, as an adult I can avoid most all of the them. It doesn’t feel right and I don’t do it. I don’t care what ANYONE says.
I imagine there was a time where this was normal and everyone was like this. A time when the “passions” were a thing. A time where no one had to talk about soul because people could feel their own.
If you’re going to fight for anything in this life- fight for your soul, fight for you mind and fight for your body. Keep them all as healthy as you can and you’ll do alright.
Today, where I am. Soul and spirit are NOT even an after thought. People think they are so intelligent and evolved that they are beyond such things.
Why are they so afraid to die? Why are they so afraid of everything? Why do they hate so much? Why are they so uncertain? Why do they destroy themselves? Why are they so greedy? Why are they so evil? Why do they willingly walk towards their own doom?
They’ve lost connection with their soul so there is nothing to stop them from destroying themselves.
With no soul you will destroy nature. To have a connection to nature is to have a connection with your soul. Without a soul you put yourself in opposition with the natural world. You become unnatural and uncanny.
You become the enemy of nature. You become the enemy of all those aligned with and in service to nature.
There are certain natural laws in effect whether you acknowledge them or not.
One of my biggest heroes is the unrivaled and amazing, the great Nikola Tesla- I will make a film about him some day. Here’s some quotes from a certain Tesla interview.
Journalist: Imagination is more real to you than life itself?
Tesla: It gives birth to the life. I have fed by my taught; I’ve learned to control emotions, dreams and visions. I have always cherished, as I nurtured my enthusiasm. All my long life I spent in ecstasy. That was the source of my happiness. It helped me during all these years to bear with work, which was enough for the five lives. The best is to work at night, because the stellar light, and close bond.
Journalist: Isn’t all of this contrary to the cosmic pain, which so often you mention in your writings? And what is it cosmic pain?
Tesla: No, because we are on Earth … It is an illness whose existence the vast majority of people are not aware of. Hence, many other illnesses, suffering, evil, misery, wars and everything else what makes human life an absurd and horrible condition. This disease cannot be completely cured, but awareness shall make it less complicated and hazardous. Whenever one of my close and dear people were hurt, I felt physical pain. This is because our bodies are made as of similar material, and our soul related with unbreakable strands. Incomprehensible sadness that overwhelmed us at times means that somewhere, on the other side on this planet, a child or generous man died.
The entire Universe is in certain periods sick of itself, and of us. Disappearance of a star and the appearance of comets affect us more than we can imagine. Relationships among the creatures on the Earth are even stronger, because of our feelings and thoughts the flower will scent even more beautiful or will fall in silence.
These truths we must learn in order to be healed. Remedy is in our hearts and evenly, in the heart of the animals that we call the Universe.
