Do you have time for peoples unnecessary bullshit?

If so- why? Aren't you trying to make something out of your life that is beyond the norm?

Tesla was SO right about being alone

So I came back to California to go to a friends wedding- here for a few more days before going back to Portugal-

As I’m here without my work PC I can’t do any serious work here so I’ve been thinking a lot and playing basketball a lot-

Musical film still rolling forward btw- but as I look back at all the things I’ve created- one of the main reasons I was able to create and finish all those things is because I didn’t have time for peoples bullshit- I didn’t let them waste my time- I isolated myself the best I could to get shit done-

It’s like most all of us like to talk and sometimes we talk because we want to talk- we want to make a noise with our face hole and have that sound be heard and acknowledged by other face hole havers-

Now- when you’re focused and working hard on things other than making excuses or wasting time you don’t have the WILL to bullshit with people very much- because you know the outcome will just be—→ your time wasted, your spirit pushed down, your will dulled- and you know it will then take time and energy to get your spirit up again back to where you were- to get your will sharp again-

Now if you do happen to have been temporarily captured by a bullshitter like I was yesterday with a former neighbor who like many people are caught in an infinite loop of their own bullshit and excuses with no direction in life other than what they are told by others- you have to know how to escape-

You have to change the subject- use misdirection- maybe people take fake phone calls? I don’t have a phone so yesterday I just had to say “I don’t have time for your bullshit” and walk away.

Short and sweet- direct- blunt but not cruel (except to bullshitting humans)

So even though I don’t have any serious work to do here I was still “busy” in the sense that I was holding focus in my mind- undistracted, thinking freely about things- about the film I’m working on- about nature- about what I need to do- then my peaceful mind space was invaded by somebodies bullshit-

Whenever we push our mundane bullshit on people- invading their mind with our face hole noises just so we can make the noises and/or try to get some emotion out of them because we’re retarded like that- whenever a person does this they are saying “my bullshit is more important than whatever you are doing right now”

They are saying- “me and my bullshit are here- drop everything and focus on me so I can make noises and waste your time”

They are saying “Oh, you are trying to do extraordinary things with your life?- nah fuck that let me tell you about my bullshit blah blah”

These people don’t ask if you’re busy before the bullshit starts flowing- it just flows- usually they are lazy sacks who have done nothing extraordinary with their life- they just did barely enough in all aspects of their existence to get by, they haven’t improved themselves, their lives, their lifestyles- just a downward trajectory- they peaked somewhere in the 18-25 range and have been on that downward trajectory ever since-

“What?” they might say- “You are trying to improve yourself and your life and do something out of the ordinary that takes a lot of focus, hard work and time?” they continue “No, no, no scratch all that- forget it- what you need to do is listen to my normie, spiritless, NPC ass rattle on about bullshit excuses and complaints as to why you should give me more time, attention and/or resources”

They often play the victim and try to guilt you if you haven’t been a good audience for their bullshit.

Why? They’ll give you infinite bullshit excuses as to why- IF you give them the time to finish- “I don’t have time for your bullshit right now” you can say- “How bout I make a life sized doll version of myself sitting at a desk and you can come in and spew your bullshit at it whenever you want?”

If you’re trying to be on/are on an upward trajectory and you meet the people on the downward trajectory they’ll probably try to drag you over to their side on that long slide down with demoralization, mediocrity and acceptance of sloth and failure.

You have to wave your hand at them and say “I don’t have time for your bullshit, goodbye” and go on your way up- allow them to continue on their low energy escalator down towards their regret filled flailing death-

You have to decide why you are here- as a creator/artist- I’m NOT here to make friends- I’m here to create original things the best I can for as long as I can- I’m here to try and constantly learn, improve and adapt- if you’re with me, cool we can be friends- if not, see ya.

Now I enjoy the cool friends I have- not trying to hate on them at all-

I’m just saying if you are trying to be on that upward trajectory and your friends/family/anyone is on the downward one and they are trying to take your time/attention/energy by showering you with their bullshit- fuck em- cut em loose, ghost them, block their number- life is short- you don’t have time to deal with them-

Now I should say by “bullshit” this isn’t just things you don’t want to hear- I’m referring to excuses, circular arguments, things that go nowhere-

Problems where the speaker knows the real solution but they are too cowardly/weak/lazy to actually address and solve the problem so they speak in circles, making excuses- blaming anything and anyone else for the “problem” -that my friends is fucking BULLSHIT haha.

I’m a problem solver- if people come too me with problems I’m going to do my best to think of a solution to help them with their problem- I’ve spent days on end- some times weeks trying to solve my own technical and creative problems over the years- as well as other peoples-

I didn’t make excuses - I just hammered on the problems from all angles until I found a solution and moved on- I probably bitched to the people around me briefly about the problems during the process BUT I quickly moved on as I’m not here to complain- I’m here to create things-

I’m not here to make friends- I’m here to make art- I’m not here to maximize “engagement” or attention or whatever- I’m not here to make excuses I’m here to get things done.

Telling people you don’t have time for their bullshit probably isn’t the “nice” thing to do in Western Society- they’ll tell you some BULLSHIT about being tolerant and patient and blah blah blah more bullshit to waste your time.

While you’re wasting your time or having your time wasted someone else is out there being driven and focused on solving the problems that hold them back from where they want to go in life-

You only get one life here- what are you going to do with it? Be “nice” and let people waste your life for you?

With this approach tho you have to go all the way- you can’t let anyone’s bullshit get in your way- not your parents, not your friends, not your partner or spouse or whatever- no one!

We are all weak humans- we all bullshit- we all make excuses- when we truly devote ourselves to the arts and have our soul and spirit connected we are working for a higher power- something bigger- something eternal- the eternal-

People and their “important” bullshit are temporal- they are right now- right now is over as soon as you realize it is the now-

(RAPPING)

Now becomes then- I’m down for the eternal- so if you bullshit me you are the infernal- fuck you I won’t pretend- don’t care if you’re my family or my fake ass “friend”!

Now I must say- this perspective will alienate you from most humans- but if you’re like me and here to create art and not here to “make friends” fuck em- what good are these bullshitting excuse-makers good for? Nothing- besides providing inspiration for horrible/boring characters in your works maybe?

They are trapped in the loop of the temporal and we are working for the eternal- this place is very temporary- life is short here- “win” here and what do you win?

“Win” in the temporal and what do you get? Fancy things? Michelin star food? Sexual gratification? Attention, “Respect” and “Admiration” from degenerates? Trinkets? Prizes?

All sounds pretty gay my dude-

Live for the eternal and you never stop winning and they are real wins- wins you can’t show anyone because you feel them in your SOUL(soul required) you feel these wins in your SPIRIT(If its still alive).

There’s no metric- there’s no stat- there’s no number- there’s no badge- there’s no pronoun- there’s no title or name- there’s no T-shirt- its just something you feel or you don’t- you can’t buy it- you can’t steal it- you can’t cheat to get it- you can’t BULLSHIT your way into it-

You dedicate yourself and do the work or you don’t- you accept the truth and move towards it or you lie to yourself and bullshit NEVER experiencing the bliss of the eternal-

If my talk of the SOUL, SPIRIT and the ETERNAL riled up something in you and you are bullshitting or allowing others to waste your time with their bullshit- just stop-

Or don’t- I’ll be chillin in the eternal so I’m just like whatever breh(SHRUG)

thass me